This is just again a spur-of-the-moment poem to describe my feeling now. After almost 4 years celebrating Eidul Fitr in Hamilton, NZ, my family members (especially my siblings) are so happy that we can celebrate Eid with them this year. However, I feel so incomplete without my darling hubby who is now battling and trying so hard to finish his phd in Waikato Uni. in NZ. For those who have the same experiences or have been in the same boat before, I reckon you can relate to how I feel right now.
If only I could be in two places
If only I could be in two places,
I would be happy to,
I would try my best to,
I wouldn't feel so torn,
I wouldn't feel so down,
I would love to be with you- my darling,
So I could kiss your hand and ask forgiveness,
I could prepare your favourite meal,
I could share your ups and downs with your experiments,
At the same time,
I would love to be there for my beloved siblings,
To share our happiness and sadness,
To experience Eid without our mum,
To still be grateful that we have each other,
And I..........
Could only wish,
Could only say If,
BUT
the fact is.........
This is just a small test from Allah,
For only HE KNOWS,
EVERYTHING.
8 comments:
Oloh.. syahdu la kak nur..
=(
harap adik2 hepi la knur kelik rayo tahun ni..lamo doh adik2 tunggu
walau suami nur jauh dimata, ingatan tulus ikhlas yg lebih bermakna, moga ceria di hari raya..salam lebaran utk nur sekeluarga
waaa..nak blk kg..
semoga tabah.. ade hikmah disebalik ujian sebegini
amboi2.feeling gitu.
btw, slmt hari raya ye. i mta maaf kalo ada yg tersinggung secara x sengaja
syahdu sikitla Jiey nok dekat2 rayo ni.
Knur tahu Tie, adik2 tunggu Knur baik lamo doh. Sbb tulah knur tulis "If only I could be in two places".
K.Sari- tak dpt minta maaf dan cium tgn suami di pg raya nanti buat sy rasa sedih sikit.
Lps baco sajak tu, Hamizah pulok nok balik kg. ko?
Kyong- terima kasih.
Isabelle- samala. Knur oun nak minta maaf kalau ada tersilap kata.
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