If only I could be in two places......

Salam,

This is just again a spur-of-the-moment poem to describe my feeling now. After almost 4 years celebrating Eidul Fitr in Hamilton, NZ, my family members (especially my siblings) are so happy that we can celebrate Eid with them this year. However, I feel so incomplete without my darling hubby who is now battling and trying so hard to finish his phd in Waikato Uni. in NZ. For those who have the same experiences or have been in the same boat before, I reckon you can relate to how I feel right now.

If only I could be in two places

If only I could be in two places,

I would be happy to,

I would try my best to,

I wouldn't feel so torn,

I wouldn't feel so down,

I would love to be with you- my darling,

So I could kiss your hand and ask forgiveness,

I could prepare your favourite meal,

I could share your ups and downs with your experiments,

At the same time,

I would love to be there for my beloved siblings,

To share our happiness and sadness,

To experience Eid without our mum,

To still be grateful that we have each other,

And I..........

Could only wish,

Could only say If,

BUT

the fact is.........

This is just a small test from Allah,

For only HE KNOWS,

EVERYTHING.